The above picture: Forever is over Destiny Blue
It’s like he’s not there, like he’s already dead, it feels to you like he’s not listening, to a single word you’ve said.
You hold on to your love for him, but it just brings you pain, you feel that something has to give, or you will go insane.
He does not even see you, the flame is so burnt out, when you try to explain how you feel, he turns things around about.
Is the person that you love, an illusion in your mind?, could you be just dreaming?, or was he once so kind?
You don’t know what you did, to make him be this way, you long to see the person, you knew from back that day.
Men seem to be so fluid, they fit the molded cup, of whatever they think you want of them, when everything is up.
But when they lose their interest, some time down the line, then comes their true identity, for you to re define.
They see you as a burden, interference of their time, it has you running to that old, trusty bottle of wine.
You want to drown your sorrows, you want to escape the now, you feel you have to punish yourself, in some way some how.
They say that it’s all in your head, and everything is okay, it will all work out so easily, so please just go away.
You think that he may pretend, because his pride will never admit, he needs to attribute blame, if you and him don’t fit.
It could never be his fault, he could never see, in his eyes there’s nothing wrong in him … there couldn’t possibly be.
This post’s quote:
Misunderstanding comes from lack of communication. The worst distance between people is misunderstanding. The most important thing in communication is hearing what is said. A lack of communication leads to lack of trust, that leaves room for doubt. Communication to a relationship is like oxygen to life, without it we die.
Above picture: Depression Destiny Blue